The Vital Importance of Confidence, Charisma,& Connection When Carving Out a New Identity
The Break Free Weekly Newsletter - Edition #18
For years, I played the part of a confident, charismatic, and connected man.
Out in public, I knew how to carry myself. I could joke, hold eye contact, and take the lead in conversations. People would follow my lead. I could make friends easily. I provided people with the version of me that looked put together, the version that seemed sure of himself.
But behind closed doors, a dragon lurked in the shadows, attacking all I held dear.
This dragon, porn addiction, was relentless. It burned away my self-respect, leaving behind only the ashes of regret. It devoured my time, my energy, and my ability to live with purpose. And yet, I kept feeding it, hoping each time that it would finally be satisfied. But dragons don’t stop consuming, they grow.
In private, when I was fully aware of my hypocrisy, I questioned everything. My confidence felt like a fragile mask that slipped the moment I was alone. My charisma would melt into a puddle of malaise, where I’d find myself stuck to my bed like molasses for hours when I could have been outside enjoying the sunshine and fresh air. I’d disconnect from the world and isolate in my gloomy grotto of guilt for just a few more flashes of fleeting dopamine.
In my moments of self-doubt, I’d ask myself: "If I’m really this capable, if I’m really this strong, then why do I keep giving in to something that makes me feel weak?"
Porn had a way of gutting my self-belief. I’d convince myself I had control, but every relapse reminded me that I didn’t.
And that thought gnawed at me: "If I can’t even control this habitual self-destruction ritual, how am I supposed to do anything with confidence?"
This cycle of public confidence and private doubt became exhausting. The dragon kept winning, and with every defeat, I shrank further into myself.
And then one day, I realized something → the dragon wouldn’t slay itself.
I had spent too long hoping it would disappear, waiting for the day I’d magically wake up free. But that day would never come → not unless I rose to the occasion, wielded my sword, and took the fight to the monster.
That’s when I saw the bigger picture that confidence, charisma, and connection are the weapons needed to win this battle.
Without confidence, you don’t believe in yourself enough to engage with the world.
Without charisma, you lack the energy and conviction that make others want to engage with you.
Without connection, you remain isolated, struggling in silence instead of growing with others.
Rebuilding a life free from the shackles of addiction requires all three.
And when you master them, you don’t just escape the dragon’s grip → you become unstoppable.
Step 1: Confidence - Wielding Your Sword
The first weapon you need to face the dragon is confidence. Without it, you won’t even step onto the battlefield.
But confidence isn’t something you magically acquire, it’s forged in fire. It’s built in the moments of grit and pain, in the battles where everything in you screams to surrender, yet you choose to keep fighting.
Confidence is earned through action. Every step you take against the odds sharpens your sword. Every promise you keep to yourself hammers out a blade that won’t break.
Porn addiction thrives on broken promises. Every relapse whispers, “See? You can’t change. You’re weak.” It convinces you to lower your sword, to kneel before the beast and accept defeat.
But that’s exactly why the first step is to stand up and fight → even when you don’t feel ready.
✅ Keep your promises to yourself (no matter how small).
✅ Show up even when you feel unprepared.
✅ Take action despite fear.
Confidence isn’t the absence of fear, it’s facing fear and moving forward anyway.
And here’s the truth → the more you fight, the sharper your sword becomes.
As your confidence grows, so does your presence.
And that leads to the second weapon → Charisma.
Step 2: Charisma - Unleashing Your Inner Fire
A knight with a sword is dangerous.
But a knight with fire in his soul? Unstoppable.
Charisma is that fire. It’s the energy that radiates from you when you believe in your mission. It’s what makes people stop and take notice because you carry a presence that cannot be ignored.
Porn addiction suffocates charisma. It steals your energy. It makes you shrink, hide, and disconnect. It turns your fire into embers.
But when you break free, you reclaim that fire.
🔥 Charisma grows when you:
Live with conviction → believe in something bigger than yourself.
Engage without needing validation → stop seeking approval and own your presence.
Live authentically → charisma isn’t about performance; it’s about alignment.
And as your fire burns brighter, others will see it and be drawn to it.
Which leads to the third and final weapon → Connection.
Step 3: Connection - Summoning Your Allies
No knight slays a dragon alone.
If confidence is your sword and charisma is your fire, connection is your shield.
For years, I thought I had to fight this battle in isolation. I convinced myself that if I could just fix myself in private, then I’d emerge victorious, ready to live freely.
But that’s not how this works.
Confidence and charisma don’t spontaneously grow in isolation, they grow in relationship with others.
🔹 Who in your life pushes you to be your best self?
🔹 Are you building real, meaningful connections?
🔹 Do your relationships align with your new identity?
One of the most powerful shifts in recovery is replacing artificial connection (like porn) with real human relationships.
And here’s the ultimate truth:
You don’t find confidence, charisma, and connection.
You build them.
And when you do?
You don’t just survive.
You become unstoppable.
Featured Articles & Video
👉 In this week's guest article,
shares six powerful “charismatic mindsets” from Charlie Houpert, author of Charisma on Command, that will help you cultivate stronger, more dynamic relationships with others!
✍️ A Porn Free Millennial article from last June about how to build and maintain confidence!
🎙️This podcast episode dives deep into the power of connection. My little brother, who is also my accountability partner, and I explore the vital role of brotherhood in our shared journey of breaking free from porn prison.
Community Spotlight
Confidence, Charisma, and Connection all in a nutshell → explained by co-host of the Be Good Fruit Podcast.
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Reflection
Additional Resources
Book of the Month that I am currently reading: Atomic Habits by James Clear
Porn Free Millennial Podcast of the Week:
Apps to Help You Stay Focused On Your Recovery:
Freedom - Blocks distracting apps
Stay Focused - Limits your screen time
I am Sober - Tracks your sobriety down to the second
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Challenge for the Week
1️⃣ Wield your sword: Take one action that builds confidence (start a conversation, set a boundary, tackle a challenge you’ve been avoiding).
2️⃣ Unleash your inner fire: Do something that strengthens your presence and charisma (practice eye contact, stand tall, express your ideas boldly).
3️⃣ Summon your allies: Reach out to someone you admire → connect with someone who embodies the qualities you want to cultivate.
The dragon isn’t going to slay itself.
But if you pick up your sword, reignite your fire, and fight alongside the right allies → victory is inevitable.
Stay strong, stay focused, and keep carving out the life you were meant to live.
Closing Remarks: Slay the Dragon, Become Unstoppable
For too long, I waited, hoping that one day I’d simply wake up different → more disciplined, more in control, more confident. But that day never came.
The day never came because battles aren’t won by waiting.
Battles are won by warriors who choose to fight for what they love → knowing that if they lose, all is lost.
Porn addiction is a dragon that seeks to burn down everything that matters → your purpose, your relationships, your self-respect. It thrives on broken promises, stolen time, and quiet surrender. But you don’t have to live under its shadow anymore.
You have a sword → confidence → forged in the fire of action, sharpened by every promise you keep to yourself. You have fire → charisma → the energy that burns brighter as you reclaim your presence in the world. And you have a shield → connection → the allies who stand beside you, reminding you that you don’t have to fight alone.
So take up your weapons. Step onto the battlefield.
✅ Wield your sword → Take one action today that builds self-trust. Keep a promise to yourself, no matter how small.
✅ Unleash your fire → Let yourself be seen. Stand tall, speak with conviction, and bring your energy into the world.
✅ Summon your allies → Reach out to someone who sharpens you, someone who won’t let you fight this battle alone.
Because when you commit to the fight → not just once, but every day → you don’t just escape the dragon’s grip.
You become the kind of man who is unstoppable.
Stay strong, stay focused, and keep forging the life you were meant to live.
— Mac
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